2014.

You have been easy on me so far, relatively nice. If i were to pen down some of the more memorable memories, it would have been…

1. A good lunar new year lunch with Architect. Nothing much went on, but at least he wasn't too difficult on me for the 1st meeting in the new lunar new year.

2. A refreshing 4 days break.

3. To successfully submit my first BQ measurement, with literally tears and sweat. But at least, my first ever measurement.

The down side so far...

1. Kh has finally made up his mind to tender his resignation. Mixed feeling.
Happy for him, yes? He wouldn't have much to complain.
Sad for me, yes! I will have 1 less good friend to share my troubles to. Not like he ever really showed his concern…

2. Im still trying to conceal my feelings.
Its still tiring to put up a false front that Ive officially let you go. and why and how did everything end before it can start. I just need to tell myself that, its all for everyone's good.

3. All these unsettled feelings with work. Jaded.

4. Granny got hospitalised again. Please be well my love.

But i still feel contented.

I guess its just me.

It was such a mixed feeling when I saw you at Miki alone. My heart has really wanted to stay but my mind told me not to. If you think you'd known better, probably you really don't. You might not ever know this but you've brought so much joy into my life ever since I know you. But why break this wall of barrier when you never intended to stay?

2014

Yesterday was one of those days that just slipped away.