2014.

You have been easy on me so far, relatively nice. If i were to pen down some of the more memorable memories, it would have been…

1. A good lunar new year lunch with Architect. Nothing much went on, but at least he wasn't too difficult on me for the 1st meeting in the new lunar new year.

2. A refreshing 4 days break.

3. To successfully submit my first BQ measurement, with literally tears and sweat. But at least, my first ever measurement.

The down side so far...

1. Kh has finally made up his mind to tender his resignation. Mixed feeling.
Happy for him, yes? He wouldn't have much to complain.
Sad for me, yes! I will have 1 less good friend to share my troubles to. Not like he ever really showed his concern…

2. Im still trying to conceal my feelings.
Its still tiring to put up a false front that Ive officially let you go. and why and how did everything end before it can start. I just need to tell myself that, its all for everyone's good.

3. All these unsettled feelings with work. Jaded.

4. Granny got hospitalised again. Please be well my love.

But i still feel contented.

I guess its just me.

It was such a mixed feeling when I saw you at Miki alone. My heart has really wanted to stay but my mind told me not to. If you think you'd known better, probably you really don't. You might not ever know this but you've brought so much joy into my life ever since I know you. But why break this wall of barrier when you never intended to stay?

2014

Yesterday was one of those days that just slipped away.  

Post in advance

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

To you

How long will I love you?
As long as stars are above you,
And longer if I can

How long will I need you?
As long as the seasons need to
Follow their plan

How long will I be with you?
As long as the sea is bound to
Wash upon the sand

How long will I want you?
As long as you want me to,
And longer by far

How long will I hold you?
As long as your father told you,
As long as you can

How long will I give to you?
As long as I live through you,
However long you say

How long will I love you?
As long as stars are above you,
And longer if I may

We're all traveling through time together
Every day of our lives
All we can do is do our best
To relish this remarkable ride

Matthew 6:26

This blog took a backseat for quite a bit. Things have been crazy and I've been doing alot of thinking lately. School, almost didn't graduate? Work, almost never ending? Interviews, almost no response? Overwhelmed: bury or drown beneath the huge mass. If it weren't for this... Behold the fowls of the air: for they sow not, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feedeth them. Are ye not much better than they?

For all troubled souls - When we strive for excellence and give our best effort, losing hurts, but it doesnt have to harm us. The key is where we set our minds and hearts. David C. McCasland

Why does turning 25 feel like a mid life crisis?!